2.16.2010

Torn

Today, I am being forced to make a pretty big career decision, and I'm am torn between the two options.  Either way I decide, I'm not 100% confident with my decision. 

Option 1:
40+ hours of work a week with an unflexible schedule (except for a few days off I've already demanded for weddings and house guests)
decent compensation
nearly guarenteed to have my "own classroom" again next year
menial work that I'm way over qualified for and will not enjoy (recess duty, after school care, lunch supervision)
stress about care of the pups
working 'til 5:30 (definitely not used to this)

Option 2:
completely set my own schedule by continuing subbing, which I actually do enjoy
a little less money made overall, but working way fewer hours
still a contender for my own classroom next year, I just risk the chance that the person they hire instead would also be qualified and they would rather go with him/her since he/she has been there


Now before I sound like a complete baby, I have no problem with working 40 hours a week, and working 9:30-5:30.  However, CAhusband and I did not view this as even being an option until next fall. We've gotten very accustomed to my flexible hours and smaller, yet workable income for this year, and have loved how it's allowed us to get settled in this new area, take care of the dogs, entertain visitors, etc.  I fully intend to work 40 hours a week again next year, and if I'm able to get a full-time, big girl job with a salary we will be able to afford doggy day care for the dogs. 

So now, what's a girl to do?  I have to make a decision by tomorrow morning, and literally have no clue what to do. 

For those of you who are new to CAwife, and might not know my entire job situation:
I was an elementary school teacher in Indiana.  Since moving here, I have resorted to subbing and working a few hours a work at JCrew for an income.  Although not ideal, I am enjoying what I'm currently doing for the most part.  I do however long to have my own classroom again.

THOUGHTS?  I need major guidance!  Even if you don't know me that well, tell me what you would do!

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3 comments:

Virginia Belle said...

I've been thinking about you and your big decision and it's hard to tell you what to do. But I know you and Nick will figure it out. I guess it's a matter of whether you hold out for what your really want or take something else right now because it's available right now and pretty much garanteed. It sounds like what you're doing right now is working for you guys so I guess you do have time. Good luck sorting it out!

alanna said...

i personally would pick option #2 and pick up more hours at j. crew. i definitely prefer making more money, but i also like to spend my time doing what i love (and it doesn't sound like you love recess duty). personally, to me, the money is worth it, but it sounds like you could actually make more working the two part time jobs. either way, good luck!

Mr. and Mrs. Stoneking said...

I thought I had commented on this because I remember reading it and in my last comment I was getting ready to follow up with you on it, but I guess I never did. Let us know what you decided... no matter what, I'm sure it will work out :)